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Thu Aug 20, 2009, 8:45 AM
So anyways, I haven't done anything on here in like forever. I've been without inspiration for a long time now. Not I have much now. But yeah. Not much is happening right now anyways. Though of course the things that have happened are kind of big things to me. Had another miscarriage. I was pregnant with twins to. Found out my body can't even keep babies alive. And all this time everyone seems to think that the best thing to tell me is, 'It'll all be okay', 'It'll happen someday when you're least expecting it.' What I don't get is why everyone seems to think that that is actually going to help me get over losing 3 babies now. Right now I don't want to hear that I'm going to have kids someday, I don't want to here that I'm actually going to be okay. The future doesn't really matter right now. What matters is that I've lost three babies, and I won't ever get to hold them.
Oh well, everyone means well. But unfortunately they're all a little bit misguided. Anyways, I hope everyone is doing better then I am. My sisters went away to school this last week, so now I don't have to deal with them anymore. And I'm going to start college classes next semester and hopefully, if everything goes as planned, I'll be done with school in 3 years.
Have a wonderful day, ttyl Jenny

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  • Watching: Lost
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  • Eating: banana popsicles
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:icontennisbollen:
Same as previous last posters here I'm afraid. Congratulations about the marriage. May you live happily ever after, or as long as you may wish.

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:iconcrazylunie:
why thank you, I will live happily ever after.
:iconaway-from-me:
:) What he said. *gestures below*

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:iconvictorconstans:
Congratulations. May you always find happiness even when you're really not in the mood for any.
:iconcrazylunie:
Thank you, happiness is very easy to find even when I am not happy.
:iconazmosis:
congrats! And i hope for the best in what's to come! (I'm Tar's DA friend) :hug:

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:iconcrazylunie:
nice to meet you, and thanx!
:iconrheherem:
Hey, I heard from Tar that you're getting married. I don't know if it means anything from a stranger, but congrats on finding love!!

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:iconcrazylunie:
Of course it means something, just because I don't know you doesn't mean that I don't appreciate your taking the time to congratulate me.

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